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You live big. You dive head first into some of the hardest parts of life.
And you climb, and you slide, and you climb, and you try and try until you get it right. And still you question, and you ponder, and you hesitate.

And you are open and honest about all of it. Life is beautiful and profound. But it also can be very painful. And you’ve had to deal with a lot of those painful parts. Loss, a difficult home life, emotional health struggles, toxic relationships. You’ve been hit by some of the hardest of the hard in all of those categories.

And you keep pushing.

And you don’t sugar coat it.

If you think you’re sliding or failing, you say it, you live it, and then you keep pushing and making new choices. One error doesn’t mean you can’t try again. Intrinsically you seem to know this. And eventually, when you push on a spot that starts to give, You find new solutions. I’m really happy to see that you’ve been pushing harder now than I’ve seen in a long time. But I’m glad that you’ve learned from the results of previous choices and previous situations because it makes the next trial that much more informed, yeah?

—  Ian Michael Clarke told me this about myself. 
❝ When I saw you I thought, here is a man I could love. And I was no longer afraid of feelings. ❞
—  Anais Nin

if ur looking for me i’ll be in the trash

❝ I know you want me back, it’s time to face the facts that I’m the one that’s got away. Thank God I found the “good” in goodbye. ❞
—  Beyonce, Best Thing I Never Had
❝ You don’t deserve my tears, that’s why they ain’t there. ❞
—  Beyonce, Best Thing I Never Had
❝ I wanted you bad, I’m so through with that.
‘Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had.
And I’m gonna’ always be the best thing you never had.
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now ❞
—  Beyonce, Best Thing I Never Had
❝ There was a time I thought, that you did everything right. No lies, no wrong. Boy I must’ve been out of my mind ❞
—  Beyonce, Best Thing I Never Had
❝ I almost loved you. You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you. Thank God you blew it, I thank God I dodged the bullet! I’m so over you! ❞
—  Beyonce, Best Thing I Never Had
❝ Loving him was never enough. ❞
—  Lana Del Rey, Ultraviolence
❝ He hit me and it felt like a kiss. Reminded me of when we were kids with his ultraviolence. ❞
—  Lana Del Rey, Ultraviolence


do you ever get your period and just think about your recent behavior like wow that explains a lot